Love is that intangible something that finds us all at some point in our lives.
When it finds you, hold on and treasure it...because it is a delicate and wondrous thing......
Is it that warmth that floods your body
with a tingling when you see his face?
Is it the smile you get from memories
triggered as you revisit a familiar place?
That certain smell; a sensory overload
of sensations that infuse your nose
Or a word or phrase thats carelessly tossed
in conversations only you and he knows.
That special look across a crowded room
That singles you out with his eyes
That sensual tightening you feel inside
When he takes your mouth by surprise
His fingers caressing with light feathered touch
That make goosebumps instantly appear
The feel of the nape of his neck in your hand
The cute mole that you'll always hold dear
The longing emptiness you feel inside
When you feel like something's wrong
Then you laugh and smile and check the time
And realise he's only been an hour gone
Its the way his body molds to yours
in an embrace that holds no fear
Its the look that gazes right into your soul
As his " I Love You" makes everything clear. ♥
Tuesday 28 August 2012
Saturday 25 August 2012
A Study in Blue
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Cosmopolis promo and you opted for blue
You must know this hue looks good on
you
Or was there a deep subconscious take
Echoing your mood of low heartbreak.
You did the walk, the swagger, the
stride
You smiled and talked of your film with
pride
This was your time, your moment, your
place
And nothing was wiping that grin from
your face.
On Jimmy Kimmel you chose blue once
more
Laughing and joking, the crowd cried
for more
This was the same Rob we remembered of
old
Talking dogging, fisting and cars
bought and sold
We've watched each interview with
heartfelt sighs
As you've shown the world you're a
classy guy
The reviews are now in; it's an
unanimous decision
That you nailed Eric Packer with the
utmost precision.
Each critique is the same; that this
man can act
Only now they are just realising this
fact?
The world's caught on to what we've
known before
When Rob first walked through that
cafeteria door.
Breaking Dawn is next, this cannot be
missed
Next year The Rover and Mission
Blacklist
So enjoy yourself Rob and relish the
view
Because you have the whole world in
front of you.♥
Tuesday 14 August 2012
NEW YORK CITY
Your first interview in the public
glare
Since those lurid photo's appeared
everywhere
Jon Stewart handled it with humour and
flair
In New York City.
Dodging questions with a smile and a
grin
Your face masking the pain you were in
The innuendoes and hints you took on
the chin
In New York City.
Greeting your fans to a cacophony of
cries
Sharing a smile that didn't quite meet
your eyes
You signed autographs to a collection
of sighs
In New York City.
Elegant in Gucci in a smart suit of
blue
Enhancing your eyes with exact matching
hue
You walked the red carpet just being
you
In New York City.
Your hair swept back away from your
face
Your sexy stare remained perfectly
placed
You stole the show with style and grace
In New York City.
On Cosmopolis night, you came to
enflame
Proud of your work; each line, take and
frame
On talent alone they'll remember your
name
In New York City. ♥
Wednesday 1 August 2012
My thoughts on recent events
I usually just keep this blog for my poems. This is a hobby of mine which I enjoy tremendously.
I write about the many things happening in Rob's life. His personal moments, his premiere's, his photoshoots. Usually expounding how hot he is!
Due to recent events, I have decided to write about something close to my heart.
I have left it until now to say something as I didn't want anger to cloud my judgement. I will admit that my rage has now gone from incandescent to just bubbling below the surface.
Firstly, let me just empasise, that I DO NOT in any shape or form condone name calling or bullying of Kristen. This is both immature and childish and gets us no-where.
I have always been a fan of Rob. Just Rob. Always will be. I accepted Kristen as part of his life as she was his love. Anyone with half an eye could see from the many telling glances he sent her way, that he absolutely adored her. Of this I had no doubt. If anyone bullied her, I championed her cause. Why? because I knew if Rob read any of the disrespectful comments, he would be very hurt.
Through her interviews and interactions with Rob, she came across as an honest person.... with respect, sincerity and above all, integrity. She has a potty mouth and a habit of flipping the bird, which made me wince on many occasion, but I never doubted her integrity, both as an actress and as a person.
So when the picures and story came to light, I was utterly aghast. Dumbfounded. Refused to believe them at first. Kristen? No way.
Now, many have bandied about the words "mistake" and "young".
This has made me angrier. A mistake is putting on odd shoes. A typo. Giving wrong change.
She made a decision. A decision to meet a man for an illicit and intimate liaison. She CHOSE this course of action.
Yes, she is young but has been in the business since a child. She knows the score. Before she has been referred to as an "old soul." Now the excuse is she is young. Cant have it both ways people.
She has always been adamant about keeping her personal life, private. " I keep what's mine, mine" she stated. How ironic that her first inkling of how she feels about Rob should be in an apology for cheating on that love. She chose to meet this man in broad daylight, near the Hollywood sign, which will now be a permanent reminder to Rob. As you can see, I am not mentioning Rupert. He is of no interest to me. It was Kristen that was with Rob. I thought she was a strong woman capable of brushing away flattering words from a mid-life crisis old man. Seems I was wrong.
Many have stated that they hope they get back together. Sometimes this can happen, especially if just your family and close group of friends know the circumstances.
This has happened in full view of the world's stage. Up until Comic Con and the TCA's all was right with Rob's world. The many loving glances he sent Kristen's way during Comic Con is testament to that.
To then see pictures of Kristen in the arms of another man only days after, must have devastated him.
I cannot imagine the pain he has gone though. IS going through. I just hope his anger is keeping the pain at bay for the moment. Rob is also a consummate professional and to have all this thrust on him, through no fault of his own, just before the US promotion of Cosmopolis is appalling. The humiliation he must feel. If Rob can be with Kristen and not see Rupert pawing at her, he is an even stronger man than anyone gives him credit for.
Last but not least, maybe a few have forgotten, with all the "support for Kristen" going on, that Rob has not only lost his lover, but his best friend too. She was the one who stood by his side during the chaos of Twilight, the one who he could rely on and talk to, the one who knew him so well. She celebrated Cannes with him, of which he was so proud, both of his own film and On The Road.This has now been marred by the thought that maybe it was going on during Cannes. His one shining moment tainted forever. His loneliness at losing her must be eating away at his heart.
So, as you can see, for all of the above, I can never forgive Kristen Stewart, even if Rob does. I will abide by his decision though. As always.
It's just that the one person I thought would never stoop to this, the one person with the integrity and sincerity, threw it all away with her stupidity and selfishness and hurt the one person who is sincere above all else, Rob.
Hopefully, with time, his pain will ease and he will get on with his life without her. My only concern is that this will have have affected how he is. How he acts. Will that happy go lucky demeanor be lost forever? Will his sunny disposition be gone? As a naturally self-deprecating kind of guy, he must wonder what he did wrong. Why did he fail her? Was it his fault she went looking somewhere else? Did he not fulfill her? If this was the case, then she should have had a heart to heart talk and tried to work it out or broke up with him. Still upsetting but not on the scale it is now.
This is soul destroying....and for that I can never forgive her either.
I write about the many things happening in Rob's life. His personal moments, his premiere's, his photoshoots. Usually expounding how hot he is!
Due to recent events, I have decided to write about something close to my heart.
I have left it until now to say something as I didn't want anger to cloud my judgement. I will admit that my rage has now gone from incandescent to just bubbling below the surface.
Firstly, let me just empasise, that I DO NOT in any shape or form condone name calling or bullying of Kristen. This is both immature and childish and gets us no-where.
I have always been a fan of Rob. Just Rob. Always will be. I accepted Kristen as part of his life as she was his love. Anyone with half an eye could see from the many telling glances he sent her way, that he absolutely adored her. Of this I had no doubt. If anyone bullied her, I championed her cause. Why? because I knew if Rob read any of the disrespectful comments, he would be very hurt.
Through her interviews and interactions with Rob, she came across as an honest person.... with respect, sincerity and above all, integrity. She has a potty mouth and a habit of flipping the bird, which made me wince on many occasion, but I never doubted her integrity, both as an actress and as a person.
So when the picures and story came to light, I was utterly aghast. Dumbfounded. Refused to believe them at first. Kristen? No way.
Now, many have bandied about the words "mistake" and "young".
This has made me angrier. A mistake is putting on odd shoes. A typo. Giving wrong change.
She made a decision. A decision to meet a man for an illicit and intimate liaison. She CHOSE this course of action.
Yes, she is young but has been in the business since a child. She knows the score. Before she has been referred to as an "old soul." Now the excuse is she is young. Cant have it both ways people.
She has always been adamant about keeping her personal life, private. " I keep what's mine, mine" she stated. How ironic that her first inkling of how she feels about Rob should be in an apology for cheating on that love. She chose to meet this man in broad daylight, near the Hollywood sign, which will now be a permanent reminder to Rob. As you can see, I am not mentioning Rupert. He is of no interest to me. It was Kristen that was with Rob. I thought she was a strong woman capable of brushing away flattering words from a mid-life crisis old man. Seems I was wrong.
Many have stated that they hope they get back together. Sometimes this can happen, especially if just your family and close group of friends know the circumstances.
This has happened in full view of the world's stage. Up until Comic Con and the TCA's all was right with Rob's world. The many loving glances he sent Kristen's way during Comic Con is testament to that.
To then see pictures of Kristen in the arms of another man only days after, must have devastated him.
I cannot imagine the pain he has gone though. IS going through. I just hope his anger is keeping the pain at bay for the moment. Rob is also a consummate professional and to have all this thrust on him, through no fault of his own, just before the US promotion of Cosmopolis is appalling. The humiliation he must feel. If Rob can be with Kristen and not see Rupert pawing at her, he is an even stronger man than anyone gives him credit for.
Last but not least, maybe a few have forgotten, with all the "support for Kristen" going on, that Rob has not only lost his lover, but his best friend too. She was the one who stood by his side during the chaos of Twilight, the one who he could rely on and talk to, the one who knew him so well. She celebrated Cannes with him, of which he was so proud, both of his own film and On The Road.This has now been marred by the thought that maybe it was going on during Cannes. His one shining moment tainted forever. His loneliness at losing her must be eating away at his heart.
So, as you can see, for all of the above, I can never forgive Kristen Stewart, even if Rob does. I will abide by his decision though. As always.
It's just that the one person I thought would never stoop to this, the one person with the integrity and sincerity, threw it all away with her stupidity and selfishness and hurt the one person who is sincere above all else, Rob.
Hopefully, with time, his pain will ease and he will get on with his life without her. My only concern is that this will have have affected how he is. How he acts. Will that happy go lucky demeanor be lost forever? Will his sunny disposition be gone? As a naturally self-deprecating kind of guy, he must wonder what he did wrong. Why did he fail her? Was it his fault she went looking somewhere else? Did he not fulfill her? If this was the case, then she should have had a heart to heart talk and tried to work it out or broke up with him. Still upsetting but not on the scale it is now.
This is soul destroying....and for that I can never forgive her either.
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