Missing You.

I miss you Rob
It's gotta be said
I miss your beanie
And t shirt so red
I miss your smile
And wonky legs
I miss the stoli
Replace it, I beg
I miss your eyes
Your fingers so long
I miss your legs
Striding along
I miss your hoodie
And mismatched shirt
Your tight jeans
Bad ass so pert
I miss that jaw
With raspy stubble
Those sexy lips
Are double trouble
I miss your voice
All soft and low
Oh Rob where are you?
I miss you so......

Robert Thomas Pattinson

R is for raucous; when you're laughing out loud

O is for orgasmic; stares shouldn't be allowed

B is for banter; with Kristen, so light

E is for ecstatic; how I get every night

R is for raunchy; ooh Georges, you cad

T is for trembling; I want you so bad

P is for panties; poofing on the floor

A is for adorable; makes me want you more

T is for tasty; those lips I wanna bite

T is for tall; six foot one inch in height

I is for ideal; perfect in every way

N is for naughty; ooh Rob, wanna play?

S is for sexy; that goes without saying

O is for outrageous; the remarks that you're making

N is for now my heart you have won

Mr Robert Thomas Pattinson.

Twilight Thoughts

In the stillness of the night as you lay prone upon your bed

A sheet tangled around you and your arms above your head

Do you think back and ponder over where this all began

When Twilight was in infancy and you an also-ran.

Did you ever stop and think how changed your life was going to be

The three ring circus around you now, the chaos and lunacy?

The screaming fans, so loud they leave a ringing in your ears

The paparazzi chasing you, confirming your worst fears.

Or do you sigh and thank the stars above they've got your back

And that the girl lying beside you, saw in you what others lack

That besides all the madness, there's a serenity it brings

And you love the life you have now and wouldn't change a thing.

I know that fame wont alter you or go straight to your head

Your feet are firmly on the floor, a wise “old soul” instead

So thank you Rob for playing the role that set the world on fire

And Stephanie dreaming up Edward, that sexy hot vampire

My Perfect Shining Star

I feel you all around me when the day is coloured blue
I wake up in the morning and my thoughts spin round to you
Does it matter that you're in my life and yet we've never met
Or a certain song brings you to mind with magical effect.

When the sun is shining down and I feel its healing rays
And the day becomes up-lifted in a thousand million ways
I wonder if your day is good and if you're smiling too
Are we sharing a life moment? I like to think that's true.

As rain beats on the windowpane with monotonous force
And the day is sad and gloomy with no sign of it's remorse
I log onto my computer and head to my happy place
Captivated, I am reborn gazing at your fabulous face.

So continue on your journey and I'll be right by your side
Watching from a distance and experiencing the ride
I realise I'm one of many that adore you from afar
But Rob, to me, you are my own perfect shining star.

CHESS...........

As he pondered his move, I took in his face
I had lost all concept of time and space
We were man and wife in this beautiful place
And I adored him.

Our wedding night had been sheer bliss
My body grew hot as I remembered his kiss
To hell with chess; I wanted more of this
And I kissed him.

His icy touch made my lips on fire
His hard dazzling body I would never tire
The feel of his hands took me higher and higher
And I wanted him.

He pushed me away, fear in his eyes
Caressing my bruises, I heard him sigh
I felt my heart begin to shatter and die
I needed him.

Seeing my tears he moaned my name
With a groan I was in his arms again
This time his mouth made my body flame
As he loved me.

My RobWorld

MAYBE ONE DAY I'LL LOOK BACK ON THIS AND SMILE
THIS TIME WHEN MY WORLD STOOD STILL FOR A WHILE
WHEN YOU ENTERED MY LIFE AND TOOK IT APART
KNOCKED ME FOR SIX AND RAN OFF WITH MY HEART

IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED, IT TOOK ME BY SURPRISE
WHO IS THIS VAMPIRE GUY WITH THE SEXY EYES
I AM A MATURE WOMAN I THOUGHT WITH DISDAIN
I CAN'T FEEL EIGHTEEN; I MUST BE INSANE.

NOW THE DAYS AND WEEKS GO BY IN A BLUR
GLUED TO A COMPUTER; OBSESSED AS IT WERE
I STILL CANT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M SMITTEN
OR THAT ROB HAS TURNED ME INTO A SEX-KITTEN.

FIRST THING IN THE MORNING I CHECK THE NEWS
ON A BLOG, ALWAYS SEARCHING FOR ANY FRESH CLUES
IN THE WEE SMALL HOURS I'M STILL HERE IN PLACE
LOST IN THE WONDER OF HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE.

I'M ONLY THANKFUL MY THOUGHTS I CAN SHARE
WITH LIKE-MINDED WOMEN WHO UNASHAMEDLY CARE
FROM AROUND THE GLOBE WE UPHOLD THE SAME VIEW
ROBERT THOMAS PATTINSON; WE ALL LOVE YOU.

KRISTEN/BELLA'S SONG

LAYING ON THE SAND, I STARE AT THE SKY
WATCHING THE CLOUDS GO SAILING BY
AND STILL I CONSTANTLY QUESTION WHY
YOU BELONG TO ME.

I FEEL YOU TAKE MY HAND IN YOURS
THE FEELING IN MY HEART JUST SOARS
I MARVEL AT THE FATES BECAUSE
YOU BELONG TO ME.

LAUGHING, YOU DRAG ME INTO THE SEA
THE WARMTH OF THE WATER ENVELOPS ME
YOUR MOUTH OPENS MINE LIKE A KEY
YOU BELONG TO ME.

YOU KISS ME AND MY LIPS JUST QUIVER
MY BODY RESPONDS WITH A SHIVER
MY LOVE IS DEEPER THAN ANY RIVER
YOU BELONG TO ME.

THE FEELING I GET, WARM IN YOUR ARMS
SURROUNDING ME, SAFE FROM HARM
YOU'RE MY ROCK, SO STRONG AND CALM
YOU BELONG TO ME.

DON'T EVER LEAVE ME NOR DEPART
COS THAT WOULD ONLY BREAK MY HEART
I'VE LOVED YOU FROM THE VERY START
YOU BELONG TO ME

WE ARE TWO HALVES OF A WHOLE
I'VE GIVEN YOU MY HEART AND SOUL
WITHOUT YOU I WOULD JUST IMPLODE
I'LL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU.

My Blue Heaven

My baby in blue
A beautiful hue
Stunning on you
Rob boy blue.

Matches your eyes
So no surprise
You cant disguise
Camera never lies

A sideways glance
Will only enhance
The true romance
With eyes that dance.

Smile so pleasing
Taunting, teasing
Please be appeasing
My heart is seizing.

Blue is scrumptious
On you it's vivacious
Makes me flirtatious
Rob you're delicious.

In black..hit the sack
In green..serene
In red..hot in bed
In blue..c'mere you.....

What You Mean To Me.

YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE
AND TOOK MY HEART WITHOUT PERMISSION
AND NOW GIVE IT BACK PLEASE
BECAUSE YOU'RE SUCH A TEASE.
TO ME.

YOU LOOK WITH SUCH INTENSITY
CAUSING MY KNEES TO BUCKLE TO THE GROUND
DON'T YOU EVEN REALISE?
IS IT SUCH A BIG SURPRISE
TO ME?

I WANT YOU EVEN THOUGH IT'S STUPID
THIS LONGING FOR YOU NEVER GOES AWAY
AND FOOLISH IT MAY SEEM
THIS IS WHAT YOU MEAN
TO ME.

BUT YOU ARE JUST A PHOTOGRAPH
SMILING BACK AT ME WITHIN A FRAME
DON'T REALLY KNOW YOU
OR THE MAGIC YOU DO
TO ME.

WHY DO I KEEP ON DREAMING
WHEN NO AMOUNT OF WISHING MAKES IT TRUE
THIS I'LL NEVER KNOW
YOU JUST BRING A GLOW
TO ME.

SO WHEN I'M OLD AND GREY
AND REMINISCING HAPPY TIMES RAKED FROM THE PAST
I'LL RECALL A MEMORY
HOW PERFECT YOU CAME TO BE
TO ME.

YOU ROCK MY WORLD

HE TURNS TO SMILE AND THE CAMERA NEVER LIES
AS THE CORNERS TURN UP ON THOSE STUNNING BLUE EYES
YOUR BREATH CATCHES AS THE SHEER FORCE HITS YOU
SPELLBOUND YOU WATCH, AS HE LOPES INTO VIEW.

YOU WONDER HOW ONE MAN CAN AFFECT YOU THIS WAY
WHAT DOES HE POSSESS TO MAKE YOUR BODY SWAY
IT'S YOU HE'S KISSING IN THE LOVE-MAKING SCENE
IMAGINATION RUNS RIOT, WHY CAN'T A GIRL DREAM?

HIS VOICE SOFTLY SPOKEN, YOU HANG ONTO EVERY WORD
IN YOUR HEAD IT'S THE SOUND OF ANGELS YOU'VE HEARD
SMILING, YOU SHAKE IT, STILL KNOWING IT WONT CLEAR
EMBEDDED THERE FOREVER, IT'S ALL YOU WANT TO HEAR.

HIS FACE HOLDS YOU MESMERISED, YOU CANT LOOK AWAY
AS YOU WATCH EACH EXPRESSION UNFOLD INTO PLAY
HIS EYES ARE THE COLOUR OF A COOL MOUNTAIN LAKE
OF HIS CHERRY RED LIPS, SOFT BITES YOU WOULD TAKE.

EVERY ROLE HE PORTRAYS ROCKS YOU TO THE CORE
EACH CHARACTER'S PART MAKES YOU LOVE HIM MORE
IS IT GEORGES OR EDWARD THAT MAKES YOUR HEARTS POUND?
NO, IT'S ROB, OF COURSE, MAKES YOUR WORLD GO AROUND.

ROB IN RED

I LOVE YOU IN BROWN

A SHIRT BUTTONED-DOWN

I LIKE YOU IN YELLOW

LOOKING SO MELLOW

IN BLUE...NO SURPRISE

IT MATCHES YOUR EYES

IN TROUSERS SO GREEN

THE BEST THAT I'VE SEEN

A PURPLE LONG TOP

MY PANTIES GO POP

IN BLACK...SEXY BASTARD

LOOKING LIKE EDWARD

BUT JEEZ.. WEARING RED?

OH ROB....COME TO BED.......

BACK IN TIME.

WHEN I WAS ONLY TWENTY FOUR

THE PICKINGS WERE VERY SLIM OR POOR

THERE WASN'T ANYONE LIKE YOU AROUND

TO SEND MY HEART HEAVEN BOUND.

TO BE YOUNG AND HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE

OH WHAT A JOURNEY...OH WHAT A RIDE

TO GAZE INTO THAT GORGEOUS FACE

AND FEEL MY PULSE BEGIN TO RACE.

BUT TIME HAS PASSED, I'LL BE NO MORE

THAT YOUNG AND VIBRANT TWENTY FOUR

INSTEAD MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND YOU

ABSORBING ALL YOU SAY AND DO.

I'M MAD FOR YOU BUT I'M NOT ALONE

SEEING PICS OF YOU THAT MAKE ME MOAN

US WOMEN FROM ROBSESSED...A MOTLEY CREW

WE ARE ALL IRREVOCABLY IN LOVE WITH YOU.

WE'LL STAND BY YOU BOTH STRONG AND TRUE

IN WHATEVER ENDEAVOR YOU MAY DO

IM PROUD TO SAY THAT I'M OBSESSED

'CAUSE ROB, TO ME YOU ARE THE BEST.

SO WHEN I'M SLEEPING IN BED AT NIGHT

AND DREAMS OF YOU SUDDENLY TAKE FLIGHT

THEN TIME HAS REVERSED...I'M STILL TWENTY FOUR

AND I'M GRAZING MY LIPS AGAINST YOUR JAW.

OH, BY THE WAY.........

You were filming in Rio and you wore blue
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?
You looked so handsome, tall and sexy too
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?

On the street surrounded by filming crew
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?
So hot and steamy and a soft breeze blew
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?

First day of filming, when everything is new
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?
I just sat, eyes glazed and admired the view
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?

A carnival feeling, kissing and dancing too
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?
No acting required with your love so true
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?

You hold her so gently, so loving, so YOU
Oh by the way, did I mention, that I love you?
Your kiss is so passionate so what can I do?
Forget I ever mentioned that I love you.

ISLAND HEAVEN

“My husband” I try out the words for size

In my head they roll around

He hugs me with a gentle squeeze

As the boat heads island bound.

The sun is sinking and the light slips away

The moon takes its place in the sky

I watch as he strips and walks into the sea

I love him, I cannot deny.

The water laps round me as I stand by his side

Our bodies caressed by the moon

Our hands find each other, gripping tight

We'll finally be as one, soon.

He carries me lovingly to a white silken bed

And gently lays me down

I reach up and kiss his beautiful face

Wiping clear the hesitant frown

All thoughts of caution escape my head

As the rising passion takes hold

To feel his lips discovering me

Makes me act more wanton and bold

My hands in his hair and lips on his mouth

I feel him slowly enter me

I gasp as the powerful feeling takes hold

Transported to intense ecstasy.

He holds up his body, taking his weight

Our eyes are locked in time

We move in a rhythm that builds in power

Topaz eyes blazing into mine.

This exquisite feeling, I've waited so long

Edward, oh Edward I cry

My body shudders as my release takes hold

And the feathers begin to fly.

He holds me tight as he cries out my name

I don't even notice the pain

For my vampire, my lover, I've waited forever

And my life never will be the same.

I Wanna Hate You A Little.....

I wanna hit you ya little shit

I wanna hate you just a little bit

I want you banished from my mind

I want to break the ties that bind.

I wanna forget your gorgeous face

Maybe put another in its place

Someone forgettable someone bland

who wont hold my heart in his hand.

I want my life returned to me

In all its glorious inanity

I wanna sleep when I'm in my bed

Without you residing in my head

Maybe one day this will come true

and I'll hate myself for leaving you

but I'm only fooling myself I know

'Cause my heart could never let you go.

So take my heart, bruised and battered

And anything else at all that mattered

Maybe you don't know what you do

I only know I'll always want you.

IT MUST BE YOU

I've been acting so strange, rather off key

I really dont know what's the matter with me

I find i'm smiling when grey clouds cover blue

It's really not like me; it must be you

When i'm rushing for work, i'll stop and think

will his shirt today be a blue shade or pink

I stifle a giggle waiting in a long queue

It's really not like me; it must be you

I wake in the morning and stretch and yawn

Immediately thinking of breaking dawn

my mind becomes one-track, my thoughts are few

It's really not like me; it must be you

are you sleeping fast or are you awake

I check on my watch, what a sap i make

I was normal before but what can i do

It's really not like me; it must be you

I find my life in total disarray

having never before acted this way

I keep losing time, days speed past too

It's really not like me; it must be you

then time stops as i gaze at your face

absorbing each nuance, each angle, each trace

I adored rob....this was something i knew

that it is like me and i'm ecstatic it's you.

If I had never known you

I often ponder on years gone by

when my heart didn't flit like a butterfly

When thoughts of you didn't invade my head

keeping me awake at night in my bed

if i'd never seen you come alive on screen

watching you walk in that very first scene

my heartbeat rising taking me by surprise

as visions of you made my breathing sighs

would life be so different not knowing you

filling my days and not having a clue

of the fascination and allure you possess

making my ignorance a feature to bless

I'll ponder no more as it's too late for me

to wonder how my love for you came to be

my heart was captured in tendrils all curled

and my feelings wont change for all the world

your beautiful face is a sight to behold

your smile is a treasure worth more than gold

when you speak it sets up a longing so strong

to be held in your arms where i want to belong

a bitter sweet feeling i keep locked inside

hidden from view as i have my pride

but to never have known this beautiful guy

my life would be earthbound, never to fly

Out-takes of Rob

Sat in a park, legs crossed, lips pursed as you drag
How can anyone make it so sexy smoking on a fag.

Hands in pockets, smouldering look, so hot in a suit
Just one stare from those eyes and I am rendered mute.

Shrugging shoulders, sexy smirk, chest covered in wool
I know why there's a smirk on those lips; you've got your hands full.

Sat on a step, legs open wide, a sensual stance to see
Sunglasses add an edgy look, how hot can one man be?

Sat on a chair, ankle on knee, what are ya thinkin' Rob?
The many ways to make love to me, to hear me gasp and sob?

Leather jacket, morning coffee, sat gazing into space
The stare is something to behold set in that beautiful face.

All outtakes, not good enough, are they kidding me?
But maybe the others were TOO hot for naked eyes to see